On Tuesday at my doc appt, I measured @ 2 cm dilated- the week before only 1.5, and my belly measured 41 cm. With my due date being the 1st (today) I was given the option to schedule an induction. I had no clue what to do so I went ahead and let them schedule it - I figured I could always cancelled/reschedule. Well todays the day, and I still have no clue what to do..... I'm, obviously, over being pregnant. The maternity band on most of my pants dont stay up. My back is achier longer throughout the day, everything I eat makes me feel acidy- EVERYTHING, even cheese- I cant brush my teeth without standing at the sink sideways, I just did the dishes and I had to take a bunch of breaks because my back was bothering me, its getting harder to do things around the house, Jacob no longer fits on my lap, to get out of bed I need a boost- thank goodness for the dogs sleeping in bed with us because I totally use them to push myself up! Its been a while since I slept a whole nite in my bed- ive been getting up and moving to the couch in the middle of the night since my back bothered me and id be gettin up to pee so much... Having it scheduled also means I don't have to stress about Jacob. Theres someone there to watch him regardless, but it means it wont be a hassle if it happens in the middle of the night. And Joshy only has 2 vacation days left, so if we have her during the week then he only gets two days with us versus the 4. On the other hand,letting nature take its course is ideal. Not everything at home is ready- we had a bunch of set backs with the dormer leak and hole in the ceiling and what have you. Josh thinks shes waiting for it to all be done. Josh is home bw 4 & 5 during the week, so its not like he wont be here.... And Ive still got my fam close by to help out- my brother is off work next week, my sister is free till school starts back up.... It probably shouldnt be this hard, but totally hardest decision EVER!!!! Like I texted Josh, (warning may be semi sappy) deciding to marry him was an easy decision why cant this be just as easy?